Results of Your Thinking

 Take a good look at yourself.  Take a good look at your surroundings, your environment, your financial status, your life.  Don't like what you see.  Well, you are where you are because of your thinking.  Don't like what you see, then change your way of thinking.

It could be hard if you have kids.  I know you have a rent payment or house morgage along with gas/electric bill and phone bills.  To add to that, a grocery bill.  These things, just to name a few, will keep your mind from focusing on a better education to make more money or find a better job.

If you are experiencing bad karma of any sort, it's because you are attracting that into your life.  Don't blame anyone other than yourself.

An example: I had two homes.  I lived in one.  My business was starting to pick up.  I was making kitchen cabinets and bathroom vanity cabinets with matching mirror cabinets.  I tend to be greedy sometimes.  Anyway, I had these plans of a house I wanted to build.  I even made up a price list of the materials needed to build that house.  I wanted more excitement so I called my mother and talk awhile with her.  I told her what I was doing.  I told her that I could make the top part of her house, the attic into a living space.  She asked what would that coust.  I told her that I would have to measure the space and figure that out but it would be in the neighbor hood of $12,000 and I would charge her $10,000.  She told me to come on out and do it.  I went out there in a brand new pickup truck I just purchase and I was behind on my house payment.  There were signs or red flags that stood out.  The signs that say, stop.  Leave.  Don't continue this build of her house.  I didn't.  As I started to work on her house, things started to happen.  First I lost my two houses.  Then I got a notice that the car company was going to repo my truck.  You'd think that this woman would give me something to stop any one of those actions.  She didn't.  Each case, she'd ask what are you going to do.  I was to weak to ask for money.  To make this short, I worked my ass off for 10 months straight build that 2 bedroom, 2 bath upper level plus renovating the whole downstairs with new walls, electrical wiring etc.  As I was starting on her whirl bath tub, my sister had spoken with her (my mother) and she (my mother) told her that all she's giving me is $2,000.  My sister told me and I question my mother.  She said yeah.  For all that she done for me while growing up, that's all it's worth.  I stopped.  I thought for a while.  I entertained burning that house down.  I entertained kipnapping one of her adopting kids.  I was hurt first, then angry.  Murder almost came to mind.  As I thought the result of that evil, I thought life goes on.  I thought to walk away from this.  Let it be a learning experience. 

All of this is of my thinking.  A poor way of thinking.  (Greed).  I could have stayed in Arizona and rise to success.  I would have made hundreds of thousands if I stayed and continued as I was making those cabinets.  I had a waiting line of people wanting those cabinets.  Plus, over the next 8 years that had passed I would have walked away with $250,000 from selling my two houses around 1995.  Way before the housing crashed in 2008.